Waiting to Exhale!!

The stress of trying to gather all of this infomation and money to this trip is very stressful. I'm getting very stressed about this money thing. I dont want my dreams to be shot because of the fact my famliy cant afford it. My life is stressful and all i want to is exhale the stress and inhale a new stressful life. But i think if this goes planned i'll be very happy.